Friday, February 26, 2016

Whatareyouevendoinghere?

Hyde

The house of Mars and Hyde stands not quite alone on its street, but apart, on a gentle incline with trees boughing in on either side, buttressed over the sharp peaks of the little Victorian style house on the hill.  It is a little weathered, this house: could use a new coat of paint, shows its age in a couple of spots, but the jagged wooden frills that line the roof and the overhanging porch and the windows still give it elegance.  It's evening, and the curtains are drawn over all the windows, though through one of the upstairs ones (two neat half moons that sit together like a pair of stone rimmed eyes), their visitor can see candlelight through the gauze.


On the peak that forms at the center of the porch roof, a metal rooster is perched, and it is a fiercer thing than most metal roosters: it has spurs, see, and a hood of sharp feathers, and one of its claws is raised like it'd gut every other metal rooster that ever perched on a soft country house.


Denver is middling warm today, and the ground is mush in a way that indicates that spring might just be around the corner (though the wise know that this never indicates that winter is over; it never is, until it's over.)  There's a car parked in front of the garage, which is open, which looks rather empty inside other than a bike chained to the wall, a Canon the color of gunmetal, aged but still untarnished in a way that means it has been lovingly taken apart and reassembled.


Brick frames a few dirt plots in front of the house.  They show signs of having been worked recently.


Two beer bottles, empty, sit on the porch table, beside which are two lone chairs.  It's too cold to sit out today; a few days ago it was warmer.  Here, there's a brass knocker (plain, no rooster or gargoyle shapes here), and the door is painted a sharp red, newer than the rest of the house's paint.  There is a mat in front of the door.  It does not say welcome.


Giametti

Denver is middling warm, for Denver, which is to say that it is on the tolerable side of cold for anyone who was born or raised in more temperate climes.  A hired car stops, a little away from the house on the hill.  It is a dark sedan of a particular stature, and the woman who climbs out of the back seat -- door held open for her by an anonymous driver -- seems quite familiar with this arrangement.  As the driver moves to open the trunk and hand over her satchel, Arianna smooths and resettles the woolen fabric of her coat.  It is a deep colour, aubergine, rich enough to play up the light grass-green of her eyes.


Some words are exchanged, but from this distance they remain equally unfathomable to the esteemed investigators of Hyde and Mars.  The driver climbs back in; the car moves away.  It has rounded the corner at the edge of the street before she turns and begins her ascent. 


She has not been followed.


The details of their home -- plots in the front yard, a truly fearsome guardian Chicken-beast, the bric-a-brac ornamentation -- bring a curl to her mouth and a gladness to her heart.  Ari mounts the steps quickly; ignores the lack of welcome to the mat and raps, clearly (resoundingly) upon the front door.


Surely there is a "No Solicitors" sign. "Be ware of ____", perhaps, where the specifics of the warning have been lost to the fickle hands of time.  Neither of these would apply.  She has not (quite yet) been invited, but she is (likely) always welcome.


Ari resettles the strap of her bag on her shoulder. She shifts a little from foot to foot.  Resists the overwhelming urge to peek through windows. And, belatedly, remembers that failing to call ahead might win her a long, cold wait in one of the porch chairs.


She knocks again.  For good measure.


Hyde

There is a knock.


There are two knocks.


"Is it an abuse of power to Ward against the Mormons?"  It would be the second time this week.  It's getting late in the night, but it wouldn't be the first time he has seen the fresh faced white boys with their military style haircuts appear on the porch after dusk.


He does not wait for an answer from Pen, who is in her study just next door to his.  There is the roll and rattle of Nick's office chair being pushed back, and he curves around the narrow (old) hallway, down the narrow (old) stair, and to the front door.  He's familiar enough to Arianna that perhaps she can feel his approach even before he answers, because his sanctity has seeped into the floorboards of the house and bled into the paint, and Nicholas is in the church steeple bow of the tree limbs over the house, and in the hushed quiet of the fields beyond.


Nick answers the door - he doesn't quite fling it open, but it is opened with purpose, because he is expecting to have to usher someone off of his front porch in about thirty seconds.  His hair has grown wild since Ari saw him last, dark spirals that curl and twist over his forehead and around his ears and at the base of his neck.  The thick knit dark gray sweater he is wearing seems to lend him more bulk than he actually has: appropriate, for scaring kids off his steps.


He freezes when he sees Ari, and blinks with his hand still on the doorknob, and seconds later his laughter carries up the stairs to Pen.  "Whatareyouevendoinghere?"  Ari probably doesn't get a chance to reply; she is being crushed into his fluffy sweater for a few seconds before he draws back, his hand still on her shoulder, and yells back, "Pen!  Come downstairs!"


Mars

Pen does not answer Nicholas. Her study door has been closed this last hour and she herself esconced. Music was playing, for a time, but she forgot to put the playlist on repeat and it has dwindled. The study is a work in progress: a broad table, with three braziers of varying metals, an old mailing room's desk turned curio cabinet little glass-set wooden doors here and there heavy against the wall with books shoved in some of the squares and in others objects worthy of curiosity. The broad table is a craftsman's table and it can be used as a desk. Pen has a laptop because everybody has a laptop this isn't the dark ages. Pen is not good with her laptop, but she went to university and she knows how to use it to connect to the internet and write. The laptop is underneath a pile of turpentine-stained, fire-scorched towels, just beside a smear of coal. There are an alarming number of coal smears on the floor right now, crumbs of broken things. A rug, too. A glass book open on the floor about brewing one's own mead. A sword, carelessly unsheathed, right where careless somebody's might trip on it, and a dummy overturned.


Pen is bathed in light. The kind of light which has been conjured from the Sun, see: which kicks right up off her messy muddled mop of red red red dragon's heart hair, which gives her flowy knee-length white -- gown? Dress? Boho-as-Hell-Renaissance-faire thing? Robe? -- article of clothing something of a radiant halo. It is a threadbare article of clothing, which some neatly mended tears and some gone unmended. She is bathed in light because:


three artist's lamps, beaming down on her craftstable. Pen has a stool. Pen has a comfortable chair, too, there in the corner. But Pen is standing, eyebrows lowered a slash of intense concentration, and carefully, carefully, oh so so carefully, she is tweezing out a square of gold foil while doing careful work with a tinytiny miniver brush on this piece of wood. The liquid (eggy) concoction she is brushing out is the consistency of the center of a Cadbury egg, and close to it in color. How it damps the shine of the gold is remarkable, and then: then -


(Nicholas's laughter reaches her. Focus, focus.)


- there. Lay it down.


"What? Yes. Whither. Soon! Subscriptions, certainly!"


Giametti

In that brief, frozen moment while Nicholas parses the absurdity of her re-entry into their lives, Arianna's smile broadens and becomes a luminous thing.  There is mischeif in the glint of her eyes, but the kind of mischeif that pulls one in in confidence and fellowship.  Together, they three are never far from an adventure, or a clever turn of phrase, or glorious tales of bygone times retold in expansive embellishment with merciless ribbing for those absent and (or) dear.


He crushes her in; her arms enfold him.  She laughs and manages, "I bring glad tidings and presents!" before she is released.  In this nearness, and in the hollow (hallowed) of his call and response with Penelope, the echo of his resonance washes over her.  He is here in the floorboards; he has seeped into the paint; he is in the steepling of limbs over head and the expanse of frozen land surrounding them.


And, well, she brings a present. The others have been sent ahead.  Letters for Pen, and something more substantial for Nick. The last gift that she carries with her, secreted in her pack, is a very nice (old) bottle of single malt scotch.


"Your hair; it's so long!"  She hush-exclaims into the quiet as they wait for Pen's reply.  She ruffles it with her fingertips; scrunches her nose with amusement.  She is ever the same: the sense of shifting starlight; of something brilliant that cannot be caught fast or held; like a clever wonder wrapped in riddles. (Sphynx-like. [Shifty.])


"I love the house," she tells him.  She hasn't even seen it.  "It's perfect.  So you, and yet so Pen --" a pause, here, and then she pitches her voice louder.  Repeats the name: "Pen! Halloo.  Are you in there?  Has the house swallowed you whole?  Are you in desperate need of rescuing?"  She mock-calls into the entryway; voice carrying up the stairs on the heels of Nick's laughter.  It, too, rings with merriment.


Hyde

It may strike Ari the longer the Chakravanti stands in front of her how much better he looks, as compared to the man he was for the greater part of last year: there is a flush of color along his high cheekbones and his eyes are the lively, expressive things they were before he returned from oversea at around this time last winter verging into spring.  Right now the skin around the corners of his eyes is crinkled; he is amused (beyond amused: overwhelmed with joy at his friend's sudden appearance, though this is less apparent) and has caught a whiff of her sense of mischief.


She touches his hair, and Nick glances up at one of the rings that hangs just above his eyebrows.  He has grown it out partly because there is less risk that one of his clients will try to grab it in his current job, and it is fully his to do with as he wishes now.  "I haven't felt like cutting it."


Ari tells him that she loves the house and he steps aside as she calls in, up the stairs to Pen.  Nick laughs again, then.  "She's been pretty hard at work upstairs lately."  Then, again up the stairs, "Pen!  Ari is here!"


He gently ushers Ari inside with one hand on the small of her back, stepping to the side to allow her to step past him through the doorway and into the main room.  The lights are mostly off, other than the one right here at the doorway: still, it reflects off the burnt orange of the walls, the warm dark wood of the floorboards, and it glows, the color resplendent.  To Ari: "What made you decide that today was the day?"  Beat.  "I'm so happy to see you."


Mars

Silence from above.


And, listen, it is as of the silence between one movement (Symphonic) and the next, the hush before the --


Here it is. Pen is often a creature of composure, gloaming settling on a witchery of water, intent and intensely drawn young woman who might conjure fire or men into pigs or; Pen. They both know Pen to respond to a surprise with quiet pleasure (or displeasure; reserve goes both ways), keeping herself in check and restrained. Tonight: well. Here it is.


One does not crash when one is not wearing shoes, although one should, given one's predilection for naked melée weaponry, burnishing stones (hematite is the best, and she dropped one earlier), charcoal crumbs and Pen comes bounding down the stairs, practically falling down them really thanks a lot gravity oh there's an idea for an Effect must find the right ritual or make it up, bound bound bound oh hello Nicholas she she places her hands one on either of his shoulders and bounces twice up behind Nick -


"Arianna, Arianna! Delight, my heart!" - she is pleased and laughing, of course and then a third time for good measure - "Come in! Come in come in!" -  and then uses him as a springboard to fling herself onto Arianna, wrapping her up immediately into a (passionate [lakes are deep, see: they do lead to fairyland]) HUG.


Mine! Yes! Yay!


Giametti

There are old laws, old old older than the dirt beneath this house, older than the words that shape the languages they speak, old old old as time (and possibly older) laws that bind some segment of her Awakened soul to etiquettes long since abandoned and rarely, these days, understood.  Nicholas places his hand in the small of her back; he leads her across the threshold.  There is a bargaining here, an evaluating of the finer strictures of a rule.  Hush, hush -- she holds her breath as they step across the threshold; she hopes. 


Come in come in come in -- Pen spares her, at the very last moment, thrice-spoken and thus wrought.  She exhales when they both make through the gateway. She is unprepared for an incoming Pen.


Some alarmed and off-guard sound erupts from the slightly smaller woman, sequeing immediately into more laughter. She crushes Penelope in an equally tight hug; holding her tightly.  When one arm does break free, it is only to reach over and pull Nick into the fray by one arm, until they are a still-standing (for now) tangle of limbs and reunion.  From the middle of this, muffled by the proximity of Penelope's shoulder to Arianna's mouth, eventually comes:


"I've missed you two, like a moon misses the stars.  Say you are well; truly?"


This is kept quieter, in counterpoint to the raucous greeting she has received. Spoken carefully. With warmth and concern; with love, as well as Arianna knows it. This place already feels strongly of home.  She does not yet release them, or seek to wriggle free.


Hyde

It's not difficult to pull Nick back into the tangle of limbs; he was already hovering there, just past the two of them as they embraced, and he easily encircles the both of them, tilting his head against Pen's even as he pulls Ari into his side.


There are reunions that, even when they come after only a few months, feel somehow longer than that; time is an odd thing, in that human experience and emotion can alter its perception, to the point it's little wonder how people like the three of them are able to push and pull and manipulate its patterns.  Time seems to move more quickly when people who are dear are also far away and beyond reach.


"Truly," Nick says, and if he has taken half a step back it's only so he can look at Ari as he speaks with her, though he still keeps his hands there, one on the side of Ari's shoulder and one arm around Pen.  "Everything is bigger here except for the chantry."


Nick is not disapproving.  Perhaps a smaller Awakened community, more closely knit, is something he has wanted all this time.


Mars

Pen will never be satisfied. But:


there is something satisfying, bone deep, about one of one's best friends returning, successfully pouncing them, and being enfolded see by that best friend and the other most best beloved. Paint this picture with poignancy and reverence, make them glow, burnished in the burnt orange room just touched by one light and the shadows all around -- they aren't frightening shadows. They're mysterious, dark night of the soul shadows. They're the kind that exist only to highlight.


So: ee, Arianna is hugging her too, Arianna is real, right here, real and here, and wouldn't it be fun to sway this way, and then that way, and see if they'll all be overbalanced? Wouldn't that be the best expression of adoration and pleasure? Of devotion to the quicksilver flick-flame of excitement? Why yes it would. "Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm."  Arianna is real and Nicholas too and Ari at her shoulder and Pen burying herself so and dear god she really is going to knock them all three over with the recklessness of how firmly she has abandoned her restraint. Dig-in chin, and then she kisses Ari's cheek.


Would Arianna like to breathe, perchance?


Pen looses her hold at long last; it has not been so long, but it feels it. She tugs on Nicholas's sleeve (DO YOU SEE THAT ARIANNA IS HERE NICHOLAS) and keeps her hand on Arianna's shoulder no lets her hand slide down Arianna's arm so she can take her hand instead and twine fingers and smile. Broad. Pleased. Pleased as punch where punch is just about the pleasedest anything has ever been. 


Nick is not disapproving; Nick is also informative. "How could we be anything but well when Arianna has surprised us on our doorstep and likened us to starlight; and when," here, a quick grin for Nick; somewhat arch, "everything is bigger. Except for the scotch glasses; those remain, alas, the exact same size. Are you staying with us?" 


Giametti

So it begins: the Denver chronicle.  Nick's hand on her shoulder, Pen's fingers twined with hers; the knot of her hair beginning to unspiral and tumble, the watchful reverence of the house around them.  It is a good beginning, quite possibly the best as far as beginnings go.  Enfolded in warmth; welcomed.


"Everything is bigger... except the Chantry?" Oh, ever the Hermetic she is. This is as if Nick has said that everything is bigger, except the Every Thing That Matters.  As if the words might curlicue up to mark their own punctuation. But, never mind that, that is a tomorrow problem, a not now thing a --


"I brought scotch," she announces but makes no move just yet to pull the cylindrical sleeve and its precious contents from her bag, which has survived the hugging and squishing quite respectably (might be enchanted [may be practiced]).  "And I might," she answers without answering. "Or I mightn't.  I didn't know -- I have a room, somewhere. Ah," her free hand digs into the pocket of her coat, pulls out a slip of paper, torn so that the hotel name and address are all that show. It is most notably not of her own writing, scrawled, indelicate (sloppy). "Here." This is handed to Pen, or to Nick -- held out. Whomever claims it first gets it.


"I didn't want to impose."  She explained, leveraging manners of a sort.  They are odd and misplaced to the times.  "But then I couldn't wait to see you."


Hyde

"I'm glad you came here without worrying about the room first," Nick says, and his tone is warm as he straightens back.  The scotch, he will allow Pen to take, and if he suspects he is about to spend the second night in a row drunk, well, at least he will be with these two.  "We have a spare."


Which they do: the rueful tilt of his brow as he glances up the stairwell indicates that the orderliness of such a room may be in doubt, however.


Nick is drawing the other two farther into the house, half a foot by half a foot.  Then, "Pen!  We should have a fire," and Nick is still very enchanted by the idea of having fires, and by having people over in a house that they have together to have a fire.  And he looks back at Ari again, his eyebrows and mouth touched with dry amusement. "And maybe show Ari around, I guess."


Mars

Pen accepts the scotch with all due gravity, circling the neck of the bottle with her thumb and forefinger, allowing its weight to rest against her palm and wrist. The paper with the hotel writ on it; well, she'll tilt her head to read it still in Arianna's hand (or in Nick's) rather than take it, the reading cursory. Her pale half-gown half-smock diaphanous Romantic robe-thing doesn't have pockets.


"Do you want to be shown around the heap of mess and disorganization, Ari; or would you rather cosy in around a fire, speaking to Nicholas and myself of adventures great and adventures small, sharing news of those to the East? Whilst drinking scotch?"


"Crow," and she is so fond: it's a sharp swipe of fondness in her voice, something that could draw blood not on purpose but she just loves Nicholas so much you see finds his enchantment enchanting and amusing; "you should learn how to conjure fire." And it seems she is going to expand on that thought, when -


Nope. "Oh! Oh, Ari. I do want to hear about the Convocation; surely it wasn't all boring tedium? Would you like to see the kitchen? The kitchen is where we eat since the dining area is ... well it is for books, not for eating. One can eat there, but the table is books right now. I would apologize in another universe, one in which I apologize for stupid things, but as we are in this universe, I can only shrug. Like so."


Shrug, shrug. Flick-fire switch: "Oh, are you hungry?"


Because she's been traveling.


And timezones.


And and -


Giametti

"One must never apologize for having many books," she says.  Not too many books, though, because too many books is a ridiculous thing to say. There is simply no thing as too many when it comes to books.  Or tomes. But scrolls -- they are finnicky to store, so, one could have too many scrolls, in theory, but in practice it wasn't all that likely.


"I would --"  Nicholas had suggested something, which had slid into Penelope asking her a question which had resolved itself, without her input, in half-foot-by-half-foot wanderings into and through their home.


"It's beautiful," she tells them, in response to exactly nothing. About the house, or maybe specifically the kitchen, though now again more likely of the library to dine by. Unclear, the specifics of it hardly matter.  "A fire sounds lovely. I would, I would really like a fire and I do not mind who conjures it..."


The smile hasn't faded, hasn't budged an inch. The laughter still clings to the faint crows-feet creases around her eyes.  Its tucked into the wrinkling of the bridge of her nose.


"And a sandwich, and likewise I do not mind who conjures that -- or I can cook," she adds, which is less of an active threat that it might seem.  Of all the domestic arts, cooking seems the only one that has stuck in the slightest, and possibly only because it involved fire, and food, and occasionally wine.


The Convocation is left for another moment, or possibly another day.  Word from the East -- snowing; cold; tempestuous (Why, yes, I do mean Rob) -- shall be delivered in due time, with apt imitations and the careful pitching of her voice in ways that might some most irked or irksome (knave! [rogue!]).


And-- and-- At long last, she breathes in again.  It feels like the first time since she crossed their threshold and got crushed into an embrace.  When Arianna breathes out, something in her shoulders settles.  She is real, as Pen has observed and insisted, and ever more present.  She has not fallen away to smoke and silences.


"Ah--no! I know! Let's make popcorn!" The quest for sandwich is forgotten in favor of a treat unbecoming of Hermetics cloistered away for convocation. "The better for stories..."


Giametti

[Edit: .... pitching of her voice that might *seem most ...]


Hyde

"I should learn to conjure fire spirits," Nick says, and his voice too is fond, though perhaps also contemplative; this, the conjuring, is a pursuit that has been absorbing him lately.  It was something of an oversight in his training.


And and and.  Nicholas listens to the two of them, their back and forth, and the expression on his face is far away and it carries this very specific kind of serenity: the kind when you pass the threshold into your home after a long time away and breathe in all of those familiar smells again for the first time in a long time.


Words swirl around the three of them: Convocation, talk of books and stories and food.  "We have popcorn," he says, and because stories seem to have been what was decided on, he leans over to turn on one of the lamps in this main room - behold, light!


The main room, once more fully revealed, is also for books, but also for people, particularly while they sit there reading books.  The furniture is not especially new, the fabric not especially rich, but it has good bones and it's comfortable.  Paintings of red and gold and brown are hung on the walls; on one of the opposite walls: a photo of a tree in a field, captured at a point where morning fog was thickest; it is stark and black and white and seems ethereal.  Below that, there is a small fountain which is off at the moment, water that would usually be whispering in and amongst the rocks.  The stone hearth is on the far end.


Nick disappears into the kitchen, then, for popcorn.  And for scotch glasses.


Nick

[wait.  the naming needs to be consistent, we used last names last time]


Mars

I should learn to conjure fire spirits. "Or - and!" The and is the concession. " - to conjure golden flame itself," Pen slips in, neatly: quick as a fin, rilling the surface of a river, a kingfisher darting in and no more fin.


Now, inside main room (and it will have a name, knowing Pen. Robin Anton was the one who couldn't keep from nicknaming everybody, everything. But Pen likes names for places, names for home. Her apartment back in New London or whatever Connecticut city she'd roosted was called the Rookery, which was shortened from the Rookery by Crookery, in a nod to the somewhat shady fashion she came to be a tenant in that place. Thanks, Evelyn. Without a favor or three from him, rent would be so much more difficult) the stone hearth is an iron woodstove of elegant lines a black little thing with a twelve-petaled flower at the center of the door. Penelope opens it and this is a House of Wizards. She invokes (commands), twisting Enochian around Ancient Greek, a phrase as spare as any fragment of Sappho -


and there is fire. There is already wood; she checked. Poke, poke. Glow, glow. Embers, burn, ardent, resplendent.


The picture above the hearthplace is a print by Remedios Varo. Beside that, in a silver gilt frame (constructed by hand, of course), a painting Penelope did of Nick. You wouldn't know it if you didn't know him or them. There's a feather, stuck to it. Somewhere in the house is an illustration she did of the old cabal, some surrealist's representation of them. Maybe it is hanging, maybe it is not. There's also a framed poem.


No photographs of people. Not in the main room: not that she put there, at any rate. A hand-cast statue, maybe five inches tall, of a stag; silver. To hold a pair of pokers obviously there is a fireplace knight, about yea high.


After the fire is conjured, Pen turns on the (dirty; yeah, this place could use a scrubbing) soles of her feet, then comes out of the crouch and where is Arianna is Arianna already sitting on the couch is Arianna looking at the books or some of the art is Arianna in the kitchen here is where Arianna is:


being, much less dramatically but still, pounced by a Penelope Sylvia Mercury Mars (and various other names, not to mention titles), who hooks her arm through Arianna's and has her sit then rests her head on her shoulder and closes her eyes and hums. Affection, affection. 


Giametti

They move through the house in eddies and whorls of movements. Nick splits off to head for the kitchen.  Penelope flings her Will across the room; fire is born.  All the while Ari is undoing the buttons of her coat and smiling, taking in the broad strokes of the settings as they pass through.  She rests her bag against one foot of an armchair, shrugs out of the coat and drapes it over one arm.  One cuff hangs low to drag against the dirty floor; she doesn't seem to notice or care.


When Pen turns to find her, here is where Arianna is: seated on the sofa, one foot tucked under her knee, leaned against the couch arm, cavalierly, comfortably, as if she were quiet already at home. Head in hand, elbow on the back of the couch, watching but still not yet quite parsing the pouncing until it is upon her.


Laughter, again, comes from her in ripples.  An overloud (dramatic [for show]) buss placed on Penelope's crown -- affection, affection -- as they settle to something quieter and tumbled together. 


"So... Denver?" she asks, into the ruddy locks of Penelope's hair, watching the ardent dance of Penelope's fire-work.  Ari lifts her chin enough to look over, toward the kitchen, from whence Nick must soon enter.


Hyde

Nick is perhaps taking a bit longer than expected in the kitchen; he is still figuring out the layout of the kitchen and where everything is stored away.  Pen got to the house before he did and had the opportunity to place everything in the cabinets first, and it is not where Nick would have placed it, and so it is likely that things will be moved and shuffled around for some time until the two of them can settle on some sort of compromise, some place where things fit and ought to be.


The oil is heating the kernels when Nick emerges, briefly, to hand both Ari and Pen each a tumbler of the scotch that Ari brought for them.  He stops as he passes through the archway, one foot past the threshold, and smiles at the sight of the two of them there together on the couch.


His steps barely give him away as he passes over the floorboards; his feet too are bare, and soft-soled, and so quiet it may sometimes be hard to believe he touches the floor.  He leans over the back of the couch to hold the tumblers in front of each of them.  "I'll be right back," he says again once they have taken their glasses, and he takes this moment too to ruffle a hand over Ari's hair even as he leans around to Pen's side to place a kiss on her cheek.


Then, back into the kitchen, and he hurries now because there is the pang-pang-pang gunrattle sound of corn popping.


Mars

"Denver. The Mile High City. An Ys, forever triumphal and undrowned. Old West Denver. All cowboys, all the hard left-behinds and wake-dragged wonderers of a gold rush," Penelope says, and her head is still on Arianna's shoulder. It is just comfortable, in a way she has missed. Penelope is a warm-hearted young woman, but physical affection like this is reserved (always, this reserve; this steadying control to counterbalance the overwhelming impulsive sensibility that would guide her to dare-to-much) for only those few.


Her eyes are still closed. Nicholas is good at whispering in and whispering out again. After she opens her eyes to take her tumbler of scotch, after he kisses her cheek, she looks over her shoulder and reaches for him, but he's already back to tend the popcorn. Good man. Penelope would burn the popcorn and then be distressed. She is often distressed by waste and many of her habits were formed with an eye to reuse to cut down on to scrimp to save to make last etcetera. "Ari, it is certainly an interesting city."


Honesty compels her. Like usual. "I don't know whether you'll loathe it or like it a lot."


Giametti

"Grazie."  This is for Nick, whose eyes Arianna meets just long enough to pass along some less tangible expression of her affection than that which Penelope Mercury Mars is enveloped in.  The fingers of one hand wrap around the tumble, securing its precious cargo with well-practiced ease.  The fingers of her other hand thread through Penelope's hair in the wake of Nick's retreat.


And yes, the bridge of her nose wrinkles in pleased appreciation of the ruffling of her own.  This sort of tangible, palpable friendship is not something Arianna enjoyed in her youth.  This puppy pile approach to kinship came later, much later; it is treasured, even prized.


When Pen runs herself out on historical facts-and-fictions and declares Denver to be an interesting city, Ari's eyebrows arch up -- disbelievingly -- only to drop again with the next assertion.


"Probably more than a little of both,"  she cedes, fairly. Ari rolls one shoulder into a small shrug.  Eyes the tumbler, amber gleaming in the firelight but still left un-drunk.  She is waiting for Nicholas; formalities, see! She is waiting to toast to togetherness! frienship! even To Denver! 


Hyde

From the kitchen, there is more clattering and shuffling: the rattle of a bowl being set down on the counter, the rainfall pattering sound of popcorn hitting the inside, and then whatever Nick is doing as he moves around in the kitchen before bringing it back out.  The popcorn that is in the bowl is reddish from some concoction that is more sriracha than butter, dotted with spice.


Nick, who cast aside his old man sweater while handling hot oil, leans between the two of them, far far over, to place the bowl on the coffee table in front of them.  He has his tumbler in his other hand, and he is expert here at balancing them while not falling over the other two.


As soon as he has done this, he eyes the two of them for a moment, then pushes himself up and over the back of the couch to collapse onto the cushion at Pen's side.  Somehow scotch does not go everywhere, and Nick takes a triumphant sip as soon as he has landed, his hair thick and shining as a crow's wing as it obscures part of his face when he dips his head.  He tucks his knees in against his stomach, leaning into Pen.  Beneath the sweater he has only an unadorned light blue T-shirt, and he wants the warmth of both Pen and the fire (one and the same.)


"There aren't many Adepts here to hang over your head.  Very little of chantry politics, from what I can see.  It's kind of refreshing," is Nick's contribution.


Giametti

[secret popcorn dice...because...whynot?]


Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (3, 7, 8, 10) ( success x 3 )


Mars

Ari's fingers threading through Pen's hair is another pleasure. Pen likes it when (select few) people play with her hair. She goes very still, and there's practically no chance that she'll move from Ari's shoulder now.


Practically no chance, thy name is Nicholas Hyde. Pen straightens (somewhat, not much; she is still leaned, just not languishing) her head, careful of the scotch which must tremble at the addition of another person to the couch, and then Penelope twists herself so she has one leg behind Nicholas one leg under his and she is lying 'cross Arianna's lap. There.


But wait; does she want to lie across Nick's lap and put her legs on Ari's, the better to see Ari's face? These are considerations to mull, but for now: so she is, stretched and cuddled and pleased with herself for having masterfully executed the stretch which has brought her so.


She regards the popcorn with interest, of course. But not that much interest, not yet.


"It's not that different," Pen says, the implication being there are still politics. "At least I have not found it to be so. More wanh wanh wanhhh," that old familiar Old West refrain, high noon, long shadows; desert, wilderness, individuals pitting against other individuals, lawlessness, etcetera; she echoes it almost lazily. The hand not holding the tumbler of Scotch sketches some crazy spider ballet in the air.


A tumbleweed, naturally.


Giametti

First Nick comes bearing scotch, and then Nick comes bearing popcorn, and all of this reminds her why Nick and Pen are among her most favourite people.  There are so few Awakened with whom she might tumble on the couch and share stories with over the pairing of popcorn and very expensive alcohol.


He's no more set down the bowl when her hand darts forward, captures a handful of the spice-laced kernels and they are almost thoughtlessly crammed into her mouth, post-haste, no manners when it comes to popcorn, when -- the progress of her hand halts and she peers into its grasp with a curious expression.  There is... there is something odd about this popcorn, even in the light of the fire.  But it is forgotten as he sticks the landing, spares the scotch and settles against Pen.  She lifts her tumbler and also her chin toward him in salute.


Re: popcorn -- No matter! Onward! Into her mouth the popcorn goes.  Predictably, the Sriracha catches her off guard and "Hah--" eyes widen, "Hmmm" then press shut.  A little cough; a smirk; a nod of approval.  Snacks that fight back are fitting; it's only fair.


Re: Denver, and Penelope strewn across her lap and, and, and...


"Is that the technical term for it?" she inquires. Repeats the sound that Penelope has sung (wanh wanh waaannnhhh, was it?).  "How do you spell it? You know... for my notes." This offhand remark is punctuated by a clever glance thrown to Nick, and then, finally, a sip of her scotch.


Hyde

Ari has seen this look before, the glint of conspiracy in Nick's eyes.  His sense of humor is still quite intact after this time gone by.  Ari perhaps understands this: there are few circumstances that he does not bring some element of playfulness to, and few subjects outside the bounds of acceptable material to joke about in one way or another.  Most people would miss it, but not Ari.


He shifts as Pen adjusts herself, drapes an arm and hand over the leg she has thrown around him, and balances his scotch on his knee.  He also has not yet reached for the popcorn (though the slight redness there around his mouth, where the skin is probably still tingling, indicates that perhaps he was already doing a sample test before he brought it out from the kitchen).


"Well, you had a more political meeting than I did," Nick points out to Pen, even as Ari teases her about her choice of words.  "We do have plenty of cowboys set to ride off into the sunset though.  Less intrigue.  And the dinner parties are calmer."


Mars

"You use musical notation." Pen says this firmly, tongue in cheek. Her eyes have closed again; her eyelashes are dark. Upstairs, her gesso is drying in the chalice, clumping in a way that will be difficult to thin.


Having the scotch in hand is enough right now for Pen and she doesn't yet take a sip. "And my more political meeting is nothing to do with it, Nick! The politics are there, strong as ever. They are just taken from the scaffolding which chantry houses and a historical presence lend them, so it seems ... looser, but even loose the thread's there just the same."


"There isn't a great deal of resource swiping, I'll admit."


Giametti

They have all grown up in very different ways and Ari, see, Ari is the child of Great Hermetics, who has grown up in their cloistered halls and railed against the rigidity thereof.  But she is aware, in some small and growing ways, that the rigidity is form which facilitates function.  She rebells and she needles and she eeks out exceptions but that only ever goes so far -- see, she is the child of Great Hermetics; she is steeped deeply in their ways; its dyed into her whole-cloth, like breathing. She knows no other way. 


"So, cowboys and sunsets, and a small Chantry," she catalogs what they've told her, pausing to let Pen's thoughts slip through --


There isn't a great deal of resource swiping


-- "Well, at least there's that. Though I'd imagine," she says, full calm and centered, all seriousness, no bluff, "That your Deacon would put a stop to it if there were."  Because structure. Because Chantries have Deacons. Because assumptions (because Hermetic [because because]).


She takes a sip of her scotch again, holds it for a moment, swallows.  "I've a letter of introduction, of course," she says, again, off-hand, expecting that Penelope will point her in the appropriate direction for handing such things off. Usually it would have been sent ahead, but Denver being the wild west and all -- wanh wanh waaaaanhhh, and all -- she'd hand carried it instead.


Hyde

Nick listens to Pen's thoughts, processes them, and then he nods, and this could be an agree-to-disagree thing or it could be a weighted consideration of what he has observed so far.  Smaller chantries: the politics just feel more like closeness, the human relationships more palpable in some ways.


"I think there are enough resources to go around here, which is part of it," Nick says, and his voice is quiet, and there's some gravity here which - 


Well, nevermind.


Ari mentions their deacon, and there is this way Nick's glance cuts over to her, and it is sharply humorous, and he says, "I was actually told that there isn't a deacon here.  I don't even think there's a council."  A beat.  "You could probably tack the letter of introduction to the corkboard that's up in the chantry hall, though."


Giametti

[Subterfuge:  This laissez faire political system does not surprise me in the least]


Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (5, 7, 9, 9, 10, 10, 10) ( success x 6 )


Hyde

[Are you sure about that?]


Dice: 8 d10 TN6 (2, 3, 5, 7, 7, 7, 8, 9) ( success x 5 ) [Doubling Tens]


Giametti

[Yes, dearheart. I am well and truely sure.  Also, Lysander adored me -- when he wasn't busy hating me. *curtseys* ]


Mars

[But fine, how close do I come to seeing through your tricksy Unseelie face, Ari?!]


Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (4, 6, 7, 7, 8) ( success x 4 )


Giametti

There is this way that Nick's glance cuts over to her, to Ari, who has Penelope lounging in her lap; Ari, who has the slightly touch of red beside her mouth, burning, no doubt, thanks to the danger-popcorn that he has crafted. Ari, who has traveled many leagues today, and come from stranger places than most men might dream. He looks at her like that, and tells her that there is no deacon, and not even the basic political unit (a Council) and she...


... considers this for a singular moment, rolling the thought around in her head as if she were spreading her scotch across her palate.


"Oh," she says, hanging the single syllable out there in the comfortable warmth of their living room. It's bell like, tonal; it probably also should be transcribed on a musical stave, like Penelope's wanhh waaanh waaaaanh. But this sound, which is so often a precursor (warning) to a more vibrantly eloquent opinion, hangs and then passes.


"Okay then." This sounds more sorted. Ari tips her scotch to one corner of her glass, stares at the firelight streaming through in. Shrugs once.


"But no corkboards." She cuts a look back, grin flashing; untroubled. "Even I won't publish my credentials with stick pins -- it's so vulgar..."


Mars

"But Arianna, stick pins are merely miniature staves, with a very long and storeyed past; can you truly deny the mythic antecedents of the stick pin? When they're not miniature staves, they are miniature swords, the very needling handmaidens and pages of the Air and of Intellect. For shame, that you should malign their use as a means to communicate your credentials, for shame!"


There is a thoughtful pause from Pen, in which she (languorous, see) lets her hand hover over the popcorn bowl, quite as if she is going to pick up a great handful. Instead she is finicky, only liberates one popped kernel; regards it with criticism, as if it failed to live up to her desire for fluffiness (it does) and offers it instead first to Nicholas and then to Arianna. Hand hovers again, searching for that perfect pop.


"Ari? Are you looking forward to the adventure of being far, far from the East coast, and other halls hallowed by ages of experience?"


(Earnest.)


Hyde

Pen offers Nick the failed kernel of popcorn, which he takes from her and pops into his own mouth. There is this amused lilt to his eyebrows as he watches her quest for a piece that meets her expectations, something with a perfectly round and fluffy crown without the pits or dents carved into it by melted butter. She has an entire bowl; perhaps she'll find it.


In the meantime, he will happily eat the castoffs.


He is quiet as Pen and Ari share this exchange, these questions. Still entirely content. He has pulled one of Pen's feet into his lap and has cupped his hands around her cold toes to lend warmth to them, still as a glowing cinder, his hair dark as the ash that has already begun to pile up beneath the logs.


Giametti

Nick is quiet, perhaps because he knows what follows. Her eyes are bright and filled with mischeif; the counterbalance to Pen's languid lady-of-the-lake allure.


To Pen, then: "Oh, so you defend the pins and not the cork? When cork is derived from the steadfast trees, if pins be the handmaidens of Air and Intellect, then cork must be taken as a hallmark of the Earth itself -- and pentacles and therefore coins, as circles are the coin of the realm and Circles, Pen, Circles are the beginning and the ending of everything that matters. You've taken sides; it's plain to see. Tell me, whatever has ever been done to you by trees?"


They can go on like this for hours, likely often have and often will. This doesn't answer Penelope's earnest question, doesn't even touch on it. Arianna reaches past Pen to capture a small handful of popcorn. It is well and truly possible that the perfectly popped kernel resides in the crush of that handful she's taken. Unappreciated. Unmarked. Too bad! They all go to their fate at once, into the maw of the gaping Ari-beast. Perfection is no match for hungry, hungry Hermetics.


Mars

"They gave my dear friend Arianna an excuse not to answer my more important question, the one less flippantly spoken," Pen says, still earnest. One cannot dissuade her just with poetry.


This is a lie. One can often dissuade Pen, set her on some other track, with judicious use of metaphor and nonsense; she likes high language so much!


She buries her hand in the popcorn bowl because perhaps she'll find the perfect kernel toward the bottom; comes up with a handful she lets scatter along the surface, and then - this one? Nope; another cast-off for Nick. This one? Her nose wrinkles, but she deigns to pop it in her mouth. Sucks the fluff out of the popcorn before swallowing, and then -


Then a sip of scotch, the better to look at Arianna beguilingly up from under her eyelashes. Quite an accomplishment, given that she is in Arianna's lap! In two laps at once: it is good to be Penelope, human bridge and threshold.


Hyde

There is this point during which the Hermetics talk about mythic antecedents of the stick pin, and coin of the realm and Circles and Nick cannot begin to fathom what the fuck they are talking about. That's all right: he's good natured, Nick, and he's entirely used to not always understanding Hermetics when they go on about mythic signs and symbols. He has his own mythic signs and symbols to get lost in.


He takes more kernels of popcorn and eats them one by one, watching the other two with this earnest expression. The poetry, he appreciates.


"Have you ever lived outside the east coast, Ari?" He has always gotten the impression that she has not: still, Nick has now crossed the continent twice, and he finds this a little hard to imagine.


Giametti

"In truth, that wasn't the forest's fault," Arianna cautions. So Pen is not to be dissuaded, tonight, or Ari was not clever enough on her verbal toes tonight. So she answers, in sort, in a sort of earnest half-way:


"I am always looking forward to adventure," and this is true, a ready conspirator she has always been. "Doubly, no!, triply so when it comes with you, two."


There. Beguilingly has been answered. And to seal it as such she presses the tip of one finger eversogently against the tip of Pen's nose.


Nick's question, then, is mulled a little more carefully, as if it is translated first to a foreign tongue and answered and then translated back again.


"Ah, yes. But I think not quite as you're asking," she answers. Arianna sips at her scotch again, thoughtfully. It takes a moment to organize her thoughts.


"The East Coast is the only place I've lived outside of living in a Chantry." Ho hum. No, that's not a strange thing to say at all. Arianna is studious in her carefully nonchalant unmeeting of eyes after this.


Hyde

Arianna is studiously nonchalant; Nicholas is only curious. He has his scotch glass raised to his mouth, and he is taking a slow swallow from it, then another. It does nothing to quench the burn of the popcorn Pen has been handing him all this while.


"We'll have to show you around Denver, then," he says, because Nick has already made several forays out into the wilds beyond the city. For another, soon, he will be accompanied by one of the Verbena, and he will marvel at how foreign the rock swept landscape and the cliffs and boulders feel to him after years on the coast.


"Which chantry did you live in? Not the one in Boston?"


Mars

Pen looks pensive, pen sieve, a sieve to catch ink-chained words, Words, a sieve to sift stars from ink dark eyes from ink black hair black is the color of my true love's, and so Pen looks pensive. Just the sort of answer she wants from Arianna; Arianna, ready for Adventure. Arianna, who Pen admires and does indeed look up to (Robin always disagreed but Robin disagreed out of spite with everything, or so Pen would say). This smoulder warmth begins to seep into the pensive, spreading just like the burn when she takes a (big) mouthful of scotch and lets it go down slow; it puts a dragon in her chest, the dragon is made of smoke and fire and it spreads its wings and spreads its wings, and then it burnishes her thoughts and when she closes her eyes (content [but never satisfied]) burnishes the backs of her eyelids and her toes curl in Nick's hand or lap and she doesn't say a thing though she does lower her standards enough to pick another popcorn kernel out of the mess and drop it into her mouth from high above once the scotch has burned away and nope no choking not this time. Listens for now, that's all.


Giametti

She captures the corner of her mouth with her teeth and worries it a bit. There is a bit of delicacy to his question, whether Nick knows it or not. This is a question she has clever and artful dodges for, when she is asked within the formal company of the Order of Hermes -- but Nick is neither a fellow of the Order, nor is he particularly subject to feints and ripostes.


"How much do you know about the losses we suffered in the War?" she asks, and looks to Nick for the shape of his answer. It is enough to raise an eyebrow, or tilt his head -- this is not a specific thing she's asking for, just the magnitude of its weight and measure. "I lived in Italy when I was young -- the Chantry there stands; it is one of the few."


"And when I say Chantry, I do not mean a stylish manse or repurposed community center. Bigger, even, than Boston. It's more like a University, or a small town -- a whole community built up around this central authority. A fortress, sometimes; a cathedral others. And everyone is Hermetic, from a mixture of Houses. It's all very formal, and strictured," she breathes out a little. It's burdened. She does not share why.


"There will be more of them again," she shares, strangely sure of this somehow. "Maybe not here, but over in Europe. Here is it harder -- there are fewer derelict castles to scoop up off repossession." She's kidding -- surely, she's kidding.


Hyde

[Ari, are you for real?]


Dice: 8 d10 TN6 (2, 3, 3, 6, 9, 9, 10, 10) ( success x 7 ) [Doubling Tens]


Giametti

Strangely, yes, Ari is 'for real.' There is no hint of trickery to her boastful and wild imaginings. In fact, they are so sincere that it is unlikely even Ari could steep herself this completely in lies.


Additionally, there is a muddled sense of nostalgia and anxiety about her time in Chantries. She is hopeful when she tells them that there will be others again, and soon. Certain in a way that speaks to some insider knowledge. But she is also strangely and seriously concerned by it, as if something hangs above her head.


It may occur to Nick that Ari has said very little about her family to them, in all the years they've known each other. There is something weighty and disconcerting hidden there -- and hiding now just beneath the surface of her smile. It is obligation, and a sense of never measuring up sure or strong enough to expectations.


So yes -- these fanciful Chantries are real and yes -- she's been more than a casual party therin. There's something beautiful about building back the Order; and something sad in knowing her place within it.


Hyde

The losses suffered in the War: Nick has heard tell, and he has read, and in a way these sorts of losses carry stronger spiritual signatures than the physical world itself bears. He does not answer her, because he senses that she has more to say, that this is a leading question, and so Nick raises his eyebrows in response and allows her to carry on. A sort of: I do not know, but perhaps you'll tell me.


And it is clear as Ari tells them about where she grew up that Nick is trying not to be impressed, and yet he is impressed. See, there's this way in which his eyes fix on her, in which he hangs on her words and tries to imagine that sort of life, and the buried secrets and stories he'd find in a fortress-cathedral-chantry. "Derelict...castles? People in the Order just buy them?"


Then: there is a little shift in his expression to something almost suspicious. He looks for the little tells, the shifting eyes or the little movements that might give her away: but none of these. Either Ari has become a better liar in the past few months, or she is not in fact shitting him. And whatever he sees in Ari then shifts his demeanor ever so slightly. "It must be pretty amazing to see one of them be reclaimed that way, and turned into something new."


Mars

Let's not put to fine a point on it:


Pen was wildly jealous when she learned that places (magic places, of learning and wonder and fucking magic all the time and the libraries and how could one not dream of places) like the one Arianna grew up within existed, and somebody (somebodies) she knew had not only been there but belonged there.


Pen is not wildly jealous any longer, has not been for some years, but the thought of such a bastion still dredges wistfulness from her; it seeps up, wells clear-tumbled water from a spring under moonlight the sort of secret well fairy ladies would bathe their feet in pilgrims would travel far to find.


Another sip of scotch, judicious.


And then a popcorn kernel, added to the scotch.


She holds the glass up to watch the kernel drown from the bottom.


Giametti

"Not people in the Order, so much as the Order through proxies which may happen to be people," Ari explains. This probably sounds just as ludicrous to Nick but Ari could, and doesn't, remind him that this country has declared that Corporations are People... why not the Order, then?


"The Fortunae are very, very good with money," she cedes, with a little shrug. "And it is. It's good to see the past brought forward; and the strongholds we have lost renewed. Someday, maybe, they will be havens and academies in their own right."


"I wish you two had had a chance to study at one. The Libraries," she says, waxing wistful and longing. "I only have leave to bring a tiny one of my own here, which is -- it pales in comparison; doesn't even rise to paling, really." Rue. "But the Libraries alone are almost worth the rest of it."


She breathes out a little, pushing away the wistfulness and replacing it with a borrowed sense of surety. (And this confidence, good sir Nicholas, this is most certainly bordering on lying [to herself]).


"Someday, when I have standing befitting my family names, I'll bring you two myself." This warrants a deeper pull from her scotch. Which is dwindling.


Hyde

Libraries are a sensitive topic around here. Nicholas takes a long swallow of his scotch, meeting Ari's eyes over the rim of the glass; he is interested, and wondering, and perhaps even a little full of wonder at the thought of an academy like the one she is describing.


He is also certain he would not fit there. He does not say so. Perhaps this conversation makes him think of another one, a long time ago, very different in tone and scope.


"When you're ready to bring us," and certainty in his tone here, because he is confident that Ari will have anything she wants, "I would like to go and see it." A beat. "Why doesn't the Order do anything like that here? I mean, the lack of castles aside."


Mars

Pen breaks in with: "Perhaps it does, and is, Nick. America is funny-strange, all those dying towns and secret roadside attractions; all those Mystery houses," somewhat archly. Like many New Englanders, she is burdened with an overabundance of patriotism. Like many Hermetics, she has learned how to be proud. "I just know there must be something going on, if not now then years and years ago, with the Denver airport; it has gargoyles. Did you see the gargoyles, Ari?"



Giametti

"I did see them. And the demon horse. This is a strange city you've found us, Pen," Ari says, making no objections to the mystery houses and dying towns.


"If the Order isn't building strongholds here, then maybe we should start one of our own," she hazards, and this is the sort of idle boast made when one is tired, and when one's mind is filled with far off and long ago things -- and also troubled by the lack of Deacons and Councils and anything that passes as a familiar fixture in the landscape.


"This whole city's like a threshold, bent between the plains and mountains and the sky -- there's got to be a ley line somewhere."


And so it goes. Idle talk like this and that. Hermetic poeticisms and plainer facts. The blending and re-telling of the threads of their friendship until Ari has to set her glass aside. Until, later yet, she tips her head into her hand and the warm weight of Pen in her lap draws heavy the lids of her eyes. Until it is time to make excuses and head for bed -- but not before each friend is well and truly hugged again. Because the things that divide and differentiate them have nothing on the things that bind them; of this, at least, Ari is sure and certain.


Friday, June 28, 2013

Retro: Rumpled in Spirit

PM

A long time ago, some time in Spring, Ari receives a text.


The text:


Text: Ariaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnaaaaaaaaa


 


Arianna

It's a small miracle when Ari's cell phone works.  But perhaps, by now, Robin and the others have gotten tired of this and 'fixed' it.  Or perhaps this is just one of the lucky lucky days when nothing has gone wrong, yet.


The reply: The one and only. Yes, Pen?


PM

Text: I dread the hour after we leave this place.


Text: Nick and me.


Text: You don't need be for anything Important right now do you? 


PM

Text: Oh! Forgive me!


Text: *me


Arianna

Reply: Um.


And more: I think I might be in dreadful need of you.


And more: It may be quite serious. I think I am... perhaps I have gotten stranded somewhere by my notoriously unreliable car.  


And yet more: Some place unsavoury. And Kestrel will not come save me. As he is not gallant like that.


Arianna

And then: It is quite serious. You must come. Post haste. And bring Nicholas. The night is dark and full of terrors.


PM

Text: You are a wonder, Ari!


Text: But you see, if I bring Nicholas, then we will be alone together in the car and saving you will have lost its luster.


Text: In this very particular instance.


Text: Saving you always has a luster. 


Text: Ari, woe! 


Text: No, I am fine, I am only "considerably rumpled in spirit."


Text: Forward, right?


Arianna

Reply: Rumpled in spirit? LET ME AT THEM! I shall rumple some spirits on your behalf and in your name. (angry face emoji)


Arianna

Reply: And should I ever be in truly dire straits, you have my permission to be distracted by the nearness of Nicholas... so long as you eventually remember to see to my timely rescue. ;)


PM

Text: The only 'them' to be at is found in the last two letters, only reverse them!


Text: I have been a 


Text: (spider emoji)


Text: fool. That was supposed to evoke a shudder.


Text: I'm sure I would get around to it eventually, regardless of nearness.


[long pause]


Text: ;)


 


Arianna

Reply: Pen, to me you are always bright and shining. I am grateful for your moments of foolishness; it makes it easier for the rest of us to stand so near to you. <3 Whatever was said or done will be soon forgo--


Next message: --tten. damned character limits.


Thursday, June 20, 2013

To never quite knowing what stands behinds your smile

Arianna Fioretta Giametti

New England, many moons ago.


It is swelteringly hot out of doors and the gloaming is thrumming with the wing beats of millions of tiny insects.  The sound rises, like a distant orchestra tuning up their strings, humming and incessant.  Twilight brings false hope of relief from the temperature, with the sun below the horizon, now, surely the wind will pick up: but no, the humidity keeps the heat low and heavy against the ground. 


He called her, and on the relic of a rotary phone in the hallway of the house in which she lives, because Ari does not play nicely with high-tech solutions like cell phones.  Hers flips.  Its screen is backlit and simple.  Most of the time, it cannot get a signal, or it is mysteriously out of battery despite having just been charged.  It provokes swearing in multiple languages; Rob likely imagines she simply does not want to take responsibility for being reliable or dependable.  Ari maintains she is well and truly cursed.


She has been sitting in her car for a few minutes now, with the air conditioner turned down as low as it will go; until her fingers feel like maybe the remember what winter was.  Steeling herself against the walk across his courtyard / parking lot / pavillion thing to the front door, or the door of his study, when she will have to move through this drowing heat like a boat mired in the low-tide muck.  So slowly. So far. Away. She has been sitting long enough for Rob to notice her hesitation, which will not do, so Ari gathers her purse to her and twists back her hair to keep it off the back of her neck and considers the folly of using a Ars Essentiae to keep the heat off of her for the five, ten, fifteen feet between here and his door.


All of this to say she knocks.  And Rob is just enough of an ass to make her wait, outside the threshold, in the heat and unable to enter because of rules that are older and deeper and more true than even the Will of Robin Anton can transmute.


She knocks.  And she slaps at a mosquito which tries to make a meal of the side of her neck.  And she waits.


Robin Anton

Robin's Home is large, rambling; many rooms, much space; he allows his cabal mates to come and go as they wish, passcodes for each (tailored to the individual; they cannot be reused or used easily by another) when it comes to what Wards he has, but Arianna is not currently his cabal mate. Arianna stayed with Evelyn and Zelda and whoever else was part of that young Hermetic cabal, while Robin and Pen struck off on their own (with a Chorister, and a Verbena; they've been joined now by a Chakravanti, but Arianna is perhaps already aware, given her best friend's deep enamourment [Enchantment?] with the Chakravanti).


On the old rotary phone, Robin sounded calm and relaxed, and hungry for company. He was in one of those moods. He would never be called genial, but courteous; perhaps that. He could be quite interested in people, liked to have something to clash his wits against, and Ari was always good for that, wasn't she?


Besides, he might miss her.


And so, Arianna waits. The insects hum; the air is wet with heat, slick and jellied with summer; there is no little breeze, or if there is, it is too much too little. Arianna knocks. The knocker on the front door looks like a gryphon embedded in ivy, and one can see where many hands have rubbed it smooth. There is a bell-pull, too, but Arianna probably didn't go to the front door. She probably went to the back door, by the large study with its large windows and its many books, where Robin Anton Kestrel Melchior is usually found at home. That door has no knocker at all; it is unlocked, but what are locks to Arianna?


They're not what keeps her, stays her, on a threshold.


Rob doesn't have a butler or a manservant or a valet. He comes to the door himself, just a little out of breath, his dark hair curling in the humidity, flat on top but around the ears a satyr's dream. "Arianna."


He could invite her in immediately, couldn't he? There's something of a drawl to his voice when, pleasantries, he says, "Pomegranate daiquiri or mint margarita? I have some wild mushroom and sage curdled bourbon, something I was trying out, but," a narrowing, questant look; he is always a creature of scrutiny, even when there's wry amusement behind the scrutiny, "maybe smoky isn't something you're in the mood for right now."


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

He might miss her.  Arianna is fun, and she is mostly light-hearted around him, and she is not usually dragged down in business of a serious sort.  It is possible that this new cabal of his and Pen's needs levity of another sort and she is shining, shifting, oh so knave like.  Even as she stands on the threshold of his home.  She is here, in the twilight, the first of the evening's dawning stars.


"Robin."  His name is returned to him with even temperament and timbre to how he tendered her own.  The wisps of hair that frame her face have taken to curling wildly in the humidity.  This and the light, flowing shift she wears give the impression of gentle femininity; they distract from her quick and sharp-tempered wit. Under his scrutiny and in the pale, borrowed light that spills out of his threshold, the corner of her mouth curls; the light in her eyes is like mercury on glass.


"I have mistrust for bourbon paired with something curdled," she says, though the tip of her head seems to question more than answer.  "Though I confess a certain curiosity after it as well.  How have you found it?" she asks him, turning the question into more than intimation.  "Would you recommend it to a friend?"


Surely they are friends, or something in the neighborhood of it.  Her tone is light and casual, as if she doesn't mind at all lingering in his doorway. As if she is here by choice and not rooted by some older ways.


"You look good tonight, Kestrel," she tells him, wielding another of his names to taste the shape of it against her teeth.  "I like the curls."  A flash of teeth in the low-light darkness; a clever little teasing thing. But she does, like the curls that is; and he does, look good to her this evening.  Which may be a dangerous way for them to start things with one another.


Robin Anton

He does not slouch or lean against the doorframe, but he does not seem to need to slouch or lean against the doorframe to be unperturbed and calm (Serene [Shield]), at home in himself and his own skin, young king of where ever he stands. Ari is light and casual, doesn't mind lingering in his doorway at all, and so they linger. Perhaps he is so glad to see her he has forgotten his manners; he does not exude an air of forgetfulness, quite the opposite, but perhaps his mindfulness is so directed that there's no room for come ins.


Besides: Rob bats his lashes at her once, and twice again; dark sooty lashes, Rob, and if even his slender smile seems like a smirk, well, he is wry and he is sharp and Ari knows that. Everybody who knows Rob knows that, if they know more than his watchful interest. "I'll treasure the compliment forever and pass it along to my hairdresser."


He is wearing a teeshirt; it is royal blue. He is also wearing a pair of nice trousers; they are not royal blue, but dark slate gray. His feet are bare, and he always has some jewelry on: a glint of silver at his throat, a glint of silver at his wrist amid the dark hairs there. He wears one ring, always; tonight it feels (consecrated) like him, too.


"And I would recommend it to a friend," a note of warning, there. "Just not many. I only have so much, you see. It's been a while, Ari."


Maybe a month. 


"Did I neglect to mention over the phone that Arturo Benedictus sent over a set of fountain pens?" Arturo Benedictus: craftsman, Hermetic, genius: he whose fountain pens would write the word of God and the Heavens into being and those pens, well, they'd just be too good for that work, that's how lovely his pens tend to be. "I already have so many pens; I know you do as well, but I thought..."


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

Ari does not believe for even half of a second that Rob has forgotten to invite her in. She knows this to be what it is, the Tytalan setting the pace of the evening, a little show of power over so efforless (and artless)that it is below even his conscious thought.  But this is Rob, this is How He Rolls.  And Ari, tonight, despite the swelter and despite the bead of sweat that is gathering at the nape of her neck, that is threatening to drip down along her spine.


The batting eyelashes do not move her; she is not some pedestrian girl who falls for trickery such as this. He bats his eyelashes, and he says something wry and almost biting and she laughs.  It is low, and short, but the mirth of it touches the quicksilver in her eyes.  She wears a ring, too; a slip of silver around the middle finger of her right hand.  It never leaves her; it never moves. Perhaps Rob is one of the very few that know it's meaning; probably not, for Rob has not proven himself to be very good with secrets.


It's been awhile, Ari.


"I've been busy," she counters, easily.  Hardly more than a feint.  He doesn't lean, but now she does.  There is some ready surface against which she can lean a shoulder and still banter with him; as it seems he's called her over to stand upon his doorstep.  One of her favorite past-times, truly.  It gives this sense of nonchalance to her reply about instruments of one sort or another.


"I do think you neglected to mention that," she says, lightly, furrow to brow, as if she had to think to remember whether he hand mentioned that God had sent directly unto him the highest instrument of her chosen Art.  But her eyes are locked on the shape of his mouth now, now the corners of his eyes. She studies him, as he has studied her.


"What did you think, Robin?" she prompts, since he'd let the thought fall away into the buzzing twilight.


Robin Anton

"That you might like to keep one, or borrow one." Brief pause; think think. "Take it into your keeping," Rob says, finishes, and he is still serene; the smile has fallen away, because it is unnatural to smile and smile and smile. When he is not smiling, he looks aware and readied, which is different from being alert. Alert connotes some wariness, some leap of adrenaline. "I'm not much of a calligrapher." 


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

It is unnatural to smile and smile and smile, which is why there must be nuance to it.  The subtle shifts and flex of expression that feign to give away some sort of inward thought.  She is studied in the subtle arts of misdirection; not that Rob calls subtlty out of most. But he is serene and she is shining, of course they go about things in their own and separate ways.


When Ari is not smiling, she looks thoughtful.  This is fair, as she is more thoughtful than her demeanor implies.  She is more reasoned and rational and studied than she would like them to believe. 


To keep, to borrow, to take into your keeping -- these are all different, and in ways they are the same.  When he settles upon one and shifts down into awareness, her smile blooms more earnestly.  It is different somehow; it is a subtle thing.


"I would be honored," she tells him, and the brief incline of her head displays the same.  For she well understands the weight of what has been offered, and she is not brazen enough to pretend it matters not.  And then, into the the hollow that opened between them, chin still dipped low and eyes cast up to meet his through her lashes, she offers:


"I would be happy to teach you. I know you have the eye for it, Kestrel," she says, because he is ever watchful at the margins of their meetings.  He is astute and has a mind for it as well.  And Arianna is one of the few who are well and truly trained to take up the mantel of the Scribes of Alexandria, if ever she chooses to so commit herself. It is no small thing, this offering.  It is quite like she said: I shall teach you how to write the word of God and the Heavens into being.  It is like that, with all the gravitas, but also with the dewy feeling of standing overlong in the heat at sundown; and also with the light tangled up in the wisps that frame her features. And also...


She exhales, and finally yields. Finally, chin up, teeth flash, point given: "But only if you'll welcome me in."


Robin Anton

The small upturn of the corners of his mouth is more of a smirk than anything else; some people just have those faces. Punchable, Jean Martin, Flambeau, has said. Superior, Evelyn has mourned, and Pen back when she first met Robin: and yet still amazingly engaging. The smirk is wry, of course it is, and a mere shadow of some thought. His eyes are steady, thoughtful, even soulful - 


"Didn't the offer of booze seal your welcome? Of course you are welcome, Arianna Giammetti, to come into my domecile tonight. What do you want? The mushroom bourbon or one of the more pedestrian offerings?"


He steps back from the threshold so she can come in; he closes the door behind her when she does. The interior of his house is cool-to-warm. Compared to outside, it feels delightful, but this is New England, and central air is a luxury unheard of even in the homes of the very, very wealthy, and somewhere there are air conditioning window units clicking away, moving the air. He leads her through the short hall which leads toward loftier dining halls and kitchens, into his study proper, with its fully stocked bar, its smell of books and ancient leather, of beeswax candles and faint of metal or chemistry - the smells of any Hermetic's study. There's a fire place, dead and cold today, and signs that Rob might have been lying on the hardwood floor earlier, judging by glass and book.


It's cooler on the floor.


There are a couple of candles burning near the windows, because it is evening now - not because this is a seduction (probably not because this is a seduction - not from Rob; he's not a candles sort of man). (This is a seduction. Just not of the kind that candles usually denote.) 


"I may have the eye for it, but the hands are not adept with fine things," and he holds his hands out, and it is not self-deprecating, because Rob is not a self-deprecator. He goes to the bar, and his thick dark eyebrows loft. Mute repetition of a question she may have already answered, innocent remind me what you're having...


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

Now, just between you and me, I shall tell you a secret.  A very special secret of Arianna's that she rarely lets on to anyone at all.  Least of all Robin, who need not know it to, on some frustrating and ineffable level, still freel the truth of it between them.  He welcomes her into his study and it smells of all these things, of books and leather, of candles and brass, of chemistry and muddled herbs and alcohol; it smells of a Hermetic's study, yes, but to Arianna it smells most decidedly...


... like home.


Yes, it is missing the scrub of sage and chapparal and the ruddy tones of a Tuscan summer sky, but it smells of the Chantry she grew up in, the most Hermetic place she has ever known, and the way that these things mingle; the wealth of it, the comfort, the structure of it in the suggestable flicker of candlelight -- it calls her home, and there is always, at the edge of her, in the moments when neither Robin nor his guests are marking her, this sense of wistfulness, and longing and also of be-longing.  That of all of New England, the Tytalan's study is the place most familiar and resonant to her.


This is the greatest of secrets between them; the thing she has been most careful not to let him see.  Because the games of power over or things withheld or any other maddening game between them cannot extend to mar this sense of sanctuary if he does not know that it is, in some small way, precious to her.  But neither does she deny it openly, for in denying we define a thing, and in defining open it up to negation. No. 


So there is, as always, a moment when her eyes are closed and her senses cast open, and her fingers spread as if she could draw the magics of in it through her fingers -- and it is fleeting, and hidden, a thing indulged in only as his back is to her; occluded by the slip-smile she fixes to her features before he turns to ask without asking, and his dark eyes loft and:


"The mushroom bourbon. Please."  It will not do to be pedestrian in any thing; it is not her way; it is clearly not what he expects of her.


(Because this is a seduction.  Every time, it is a seduction.  Just not the type that candles usually denote.)


So while he fixes her drink, she does the only reasonable thing.  She pretends more welcome and comfort here than she deserves and crouches low to inspect the spine of the book he has been reading. She does this, and the hem of her skirt briefly puddles on the floor behind her.  She does this without abandoning decorum, or seeming any less like the Legacy he knows her to be.  But she borrows intimacy--that he might welcome her inquiry into his studies--where it has not necessarily been given outright.  She borrows it, keep it, or takes it into her keeping.  These are all different, but in some ways are the same.  She looks back to him, the figure he cuts in his own space; the young king in his castle.  She looks back before she rises agan, and crosses to the bar to join him.


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

[Nothing to see here, Kestrel.]


Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (1, 3, 4, 4, 6, 7, 7) ( success x 3 )


Robin Anton

[Oh really?]


Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 5, 5, 5, 6, 7) ( success x 2 )


Robin Anton

He is a keen-eyed Kestrel, a bright-eyed Robin, but not this evening and not this moment. Ari keeps any and all signs of her secret from her face, posture, voice, gesture, and Robin (if he is not already in half-light) stays in the dark. He would suit the dark, Robin, with his dark hair, and his eyes given to tenebrous darkness as well, and his ready calm and his tempered manner and the sudden sharpness of it which keeps people on their toes and rallies them against him and after all he is more inclined to be an asshole to people than otherwise. He is not kind, and his kindness is meted out, reserved for those he cares enough about to deign be kind to.


"The mushroom bourbon it is," Rob says, and he is already pouring it for her in a crystal tumbler cut in a way which signifies Prohibition Era glassware. These are fine old things, handled not without care, but not with a great deal of care, either. He doesn't bring them out when Elizabeth is here, or doesn't pour Elizabeth anything from his stock in those glasses, because he knows her for a klutz and an agent of chaos; but anybody else, anybody not proven a wreck, they drink from the fine crystal. He borrows some of Pen's directness if ever questioned about it, too: You break things, so you get replaceable glass. If that offends you, break things less, Cookie.


Is he at home here? At home denotes a certain something. Robin is in control here; but at home? That's an excellent question, and one not answered by the figure he cuts.


He is always in control of himself.


And he has poured himself a glass as well, and lifted his glass in casual salute. "Cheers," and he'll clink his glass against hers, having brought them (both her glass, and himself + his glass) over to Ari by his place on the floor, and somwhat awkwardly sit down cross-legged on the floor because Rob isn't very graceful. He pauses before sipping, "What should we cheers?"


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

Ari is never quite certain where she falls on Robin's spectrum of people for whom he cares enough about through people for whom he does not care at all, and she does her level best to not let this bit of not knowing bother her. Where she has come from there is an awful lot of not knowing to go 'round; there is likewise quite a bit of not careing enough for.  Where Ari is from, Rob and his dark hair and his dark eyes and the way that candlelight catches up in the cut glass in his hands as he walks and makes it almost seem like he is bringing them fire; that he has stolen past Zeus and made off with just two tumblers of it; where Ari is from, Rob would fit in neatly, just so, as if he were always meant to be there.


Because he is crossing to her, she does not cross to meet him.  She does not rise from where she has crouched next to his book but rather lowers herself to sitting and in some manner of feminine wiles and ways arranges the length of her legs and the brevity of her skirt in a manner which is not at all scandalous.  She has her graces; they do not prevent her for sitting upon his floor, in this summery dress of white and silver, looking every bit his complement and balance for the evening.  He is always in control of himself and she seems often careless, as if she always ever just at the brink of something; but it isn't so.


By now, the keen-eyed Kestrel knows it isn't so.  That there are games within the games they play and Arianna, for all her idleness, is not so artless at them.  So the ease she adopts, this casual warmth and comfortableness around him, he who pushes at everything, he who tests and turns and bends, this is either affected or rooted in some truth, immoveable thing.


The fields of her eyes are not as dark as his, but they can be pressing when they catch his up.  There is something in them which she doesn't say (I like your eyes, the dark of them, the way the light cannot help but be swallowed by them.  I like the dark of your eyes because they are clever, Kestrel; and uncompromising; they demand cleverness as chiminage.  We are better for you.), that is tucked into the moment when she holds her glass aloft, in paired salute, and tips her chin up so that her line of sight moves past him while she considers, carefully, the thing they'll toast to this evening.


"To clever friends, and worthy questions," because, between the two of them, these are vaunted and valued things. A clink, then, and as she lifts her glass toward her lips she smirks, and adds: "And to never quite knowing what stands behinds your smile."  


Because it is part of his charm, and part of hers is calling him out on it before taking a taste of the mushroom bourbon and letting the smoke of it roll across her palate.  Arianna is not simply a woman who drinks whiskey, scotch or bourbon for appearances; she has a discerning palate; she has a taste for it and the warmth that follows it down into her belly.  She delights in it; her delight is a wholly different thing than Liz's.  More nuanced; refined.


"This is quite good," she tells him, turning the glass a little as she studies the sway of it.  As she exhales to taste the other notes as they eddy in the back of her throat.  "As is this," she says, tapping the spine of the book beside them.  Showing her House, as it were, though perhaps Rob had a harder time casting her among the bookish of the Bonisagi. 


It is an opening, this feint toward the book; if he has called her over to talk of bookish things, they could.  She holds her own in metaphysical argument, better, even after the first drinks have gone down.  When she has forgotten that she doesn't care; perhaps he has called her here to remind her to forget, again, this pretense of never caring.


Robin Anton

Robin has not called her over to talk bookish things nor even metaphysical things although if doing so will get him closer to his ends then he will talk such bookish things and metaphysics that the universe itself will be confused about whether or not it exists or in just what state. He smirks sharp and scimitar slender see before she takes a sip that final sally for her toast he is already sipping and she can just see the sharp movement of his mouth his eyebrows go bouncing upward as though surprised his forehead creasing and he is not surprised. He is serene, he wears an air of serenity, an aura of indefatigable calm as though he could be in the center of a pack of raging rampaging say just for instance Flambeau and still not be so much as moved by their fury at something he just said what did I say it was true that is Robin Anton Kestrel Melchior Solomon in a nutshell. So calmly he smirks, and watchful as she sips, and the feint towards the book is met with: a dismissive flick of his glance, though he seems pleased she likes the mushroom bourbon.


"I will have to make more of it, and yeah, it's not too bad even if it did drive me to drink. Perhaps especially because it drove me to drink. Thane found the mushrooms, growing wild, so - well anybody who wasn't a Verbena, I'd say they might be poisoned. I don't think he's going to poison me." Thoughtful, thoughtful.


"How are the others; the ones Pen and I left behind?" He is actually interested.


And guileless, man. Totally.


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

Her legs are stretched out in front of her now; so she is turned sideways to him; so he takes her in in profile, and how the light cants off her cheeks and chin is shaded differently.  Her legs are stretched out in front her of, white of her skirts pooling in her lap, so that the backs of them can be pressed into the floorboards which are cooler than the air around them.  And so that, when she puts down her drink, and plants her hands behind her she is that much closer to the elevation which is coolest.


He is guileless, and she takes her time in answering.  He can see the corner of her mouth twitch; something thought but not offered past her teeth.  And the sweep of her lashes as she studies some detail at the far of the room. 


"They are... "  It is difficult to make the words coalesce, more difficult so for Rob.  Rob, whom she had always liked a little more than maybe she should.  "They are not the same since you left us behind," she says.  This seems the proper opening salvo somehow.  Her shoulders are rounded and lax and give off no hint of injury or agitation.  "And yet they are exactly the same as they were before: Evelyn, he is a man with a plan and so sure of the plan and the plan and his Word are going to get him everywhere, see?"


There is a hint of the Fortunae's cadence to her characterization. Ari's eyes are fixed on some fine relief in the moulding where the wall of bookshelves meets the ceiling.  "And Zelda is as brilliant as she ever was, a credit to our House, a shining example of Hermeticism."


One hand lifts and gestures, so on and so forth.


"And Xavier, whom you did not leave, but who has joined us after, he is... uncertain.  I think he would like to challenge Evelyn on some things, but takes the certainty of failure too much as a deterrent."  Because, Eve, man, that man is golden; and lady Luck is often on his side.  Here, though, her eyes close a little. The shoulder near him drops a little lower than the other as she turns to look back at him.


"They're well, Kestrel."  And she has said all this without truly telling him anything.  For it is we when she speaks of them all together, and they when she tells him how they all are.  Some part of this perturbs her; that perturbation is kept low and guarded.  It makes her restless; it shows in other ways.


"Do you think it's cooler by the water?" she asks.  This is seriousness; this is critical.  "If we are to talk about the others, then I'd rather do it where it's cooler. And where we might see the moon rise up out of the water.  It is the cusp of Cancer, and so it would be fitting, to see her birthed from the element of her own...  "


Robin Anton

"We can go to the bath house," Rob says, and this is seriousness, too. The bath house will be cooler, and also swimming. It's a roman bath house, small and private but with mosaics and its own echoing beauty casting bends of light around. This house Rob lives in is Rob's family's summer house. They're up in New York. "Sometimes the wind kicks up just by the water and it's warm, but if you want the moon and the water, who am I to deny a mercurial whim?"


"You forgot someone in your 'they,'" he says. "Or you didn't, because I said 'the others. But I also said the ones Pen and I left behind: so how are you, with them? As good as Zelda?"


He seems so curious; like maybe he's been missing some of the rivalries in the old cabal. 


Missing not in a sense that he wants them again, but like he can remember the time, childish things, ah, yes, those halcyon safe days of yore let us reminisce oh it is still the same for you well let us reminisce anyway.


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

Who am I to deny a mercurial whim...


Perhaps this is where she should have caught him up, or caught on to him, or noticed that he is being oh so clever.  But the shift of her smile is a little less than suspicious just now.  Perhaps it is the talk of Evelyn (auspicious [everything that glitters is golden]) and the others; perhaps it is the whispered echoes of times past; or perhaps it is really just a decided need to feel the pull of the sun-tides against her ankles; the swirl of dark sand in water beneath her toes; perhaps it is starlight calling out to starlight, and the need for fellowship of her own; perhaps it is nothing, because Arianna does not mark his cleverness so clearly. 


"I do," she says. "I want the moon and water.  Kestrel, will you sing them down for me and will you conjure them up?" She teases; she taunts.  But only just so much.  Ari shifts to push herself to kneeling, hands in lap which is swathed in white, to watch him.  "Or shall I drive us to the shore?"


At it lets him study her, properly, for a moment, before addressing his other, more serious of questions.  And then her answer is nothing more than the way the quicksilver in her eyes faulters, gaze falls to her hands where they gather in her lap, and then her hands move, and she pulls her purse over beside her to fish out her keys, and when she looks back up at him there is mischief, and it is strained.


Robin Anton

Robin finishes his bourbon all at once, and gets up again. These two motions are connected, but also disconnected, because too much bourbon too quick and also rising from one plane to the other so sudden. He sways, Robin Anton Kestrel Melchior Solomon, and he sweeps down to pick up the crystal tumbler, and he misses -- does he miss? He does not miss very much, but he is not as sharp as his new cabal mate, the one who feels consecrated, sanctified, Hallowed, Hallowed, shadowy and creepy; he might miss the look in her eyes at first.


He probably does not miss how the mischief, strained, leaves behind pith; clumps; clots. Maybe that's what he wanted. He offers Arianna his hand to help her to her feet.


"Shall I bring the bourbon; or something else? Take your pick of spirits."


"As for singing, best left to somebody who isn't tone deaf."


He doesn't wink; he should've.


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

She hadn't expected such a ready acquiescence.  Accomodating is not the word she associates with Kestrel in her mind, beside the glimmer-gleam of words that mean Penelope or the gilded ones that call forward thoughts of Eve.  But an easy win is a win all the same and she gathers her bourbon glass to her and drinks, not all at once as Robin has, but in a measured sort of way that suggests consideration.


"My pick, he says," and the levity laces through her words again, though beggared or borrowed -- he may be able to sense the same.  The hollow to her happiness is fleeting and doesn't seem to last for long; it is swept beneath the neat if shallow curtsey she gives him, chin tipped up, mischief intact for all intents and purposes before wandering over to the bar to select something to bring.


"The bourbon is precious; you've said so.  We should not waste such precious things on moonlight and water," she says, as if they were not sacred; as if they were not calling her out into the sweltering night with Robin for some brief adventure.  Unlikely follower of mercurial whims as he may be.  She sips again from the crystal tumbler, and it is his turn to see her as she had seen him, with the fire of it caught up between her fingertips: Promethian.  She considers the bottles, taps a fingernail against them as if sounding them out, until it seems almost at random she picks one out -- of course it isn't.


She has considered all sorts of things that taste like home, Sambuca, Grappa, flavors that are ill paired with the palates of her cabalmates and kith, but settles on pale, spiced rum, with cinnamon and vanilla to it; something jovial and communal; something inclusive rather than nostalgic.  It is better paired with moonlight, with the swaying of the sea, with the taste of salt air on their palates; and with the dark in Rob's serenity.


Robin Anton

She picks one out. He looks at it; it gains his approval.


They hie off, Ari and Rob. Their names can be so fore-shortened, fashioned into something so mundane; they cannot be because they are wizards.


Rob is not as fay, not nearly so, as Arianna, or as Pen, or as Nicholas, or even as Thane who Ari does not know well yet though she may have met him. Thane, who feels like Enchantment, but Hearty (Hale), who carries a knife for getting at the viscera of things, Verbena and unrepentant. Rob has his dignity; he has his presence; he has his sharpness, his watchfulness, his general mien; his big head, his big hair, his dark brown eyes, the shadow of which is observant and lofty; he has his pride, his quick mind, his resilient heart. His shadow; he has his shadow. A lordly manner. But all of that could be mundane. He is not like Ari, or Pen, or Nicholas, not in that at least.


But nobody would doubt it if they were told he was a wizard.


To Ari's car. Rob will hold the spirits; he'll bring two glasses (not crystal, just glass), too, wrapped in a towel, and maybe some chocolate covered pretzels which he just happens to have at his bar, some grapes from the mini-fridge or some other cold thing,


and once they're ensconced in the car, he says, "The car is going to work, isn't it?" rather doubtfully, as if sometimes electric computers and machinery just doesn't like to work around Arianna or something.


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

Nobody would doubt it if you told them Rob was a wizard, that he could get inside you mind, and make you see things that weren't there; that he was the sort of wizard who could pull swords out of his big hair; that he had secrets upon secrets and locks upon locks guarding all the ancient wisdoms he keeps inside the circle of his serenity.  And if Arianna were to tell them so, they'd eat it up with a spoon, they'd call out their questions, they'd need to know more.  And once she'd tell them something true, and twice the shadow of its seeming, and thrice a thing quite unlikely to be true, but close enough to be in keeping.  And thrice then told, and so caught they be.


Because where Rob is undeniably a wizard, once you've been told to look at him like this; Ari is another thing entirely.  Like Pen, and Nicholas, and Thane -- who she has probably not well and truly met --she is a thing apart, inconsistent with her surroundings, a thing of stories that are a little more disturbing that wills that bend the world with a word.  A changeling child; a something wicked this way comes; and so the look she throws him is a little shy of withering, and wreathed with a rueful sense that he is often (almost always) right; and hope, see...


Key in the ignition. Twist!  (Hope)  There is a set of sounds she's still hard pressed to describe in English, and when she tries her brow furrows and the bridge of nose wrinkles in concentration, and when a passingly acceptable collection of consonants emerges as explanation it is like she has won something. HAH! It is like winning here when the withering gives way to triumph.


"Yes!" she says. Relief. "It will work.  At least for going out, and maybe also for when coming back.  You must be lucky, Kestrel; luckier than Eve," she says, with a flash of teeth as she punches the air conditioning button -- which, thankfully, also works tonight. "It left him stranded the other day, when I coudn't go get him. I thought to be mortified, but, really?"


Parking brake off; car in drive.


"How often does that happen to him. To Evelyn? I confess that I was pleased more than apologetic."


Robin Anton

Ari must be buttering Rob up. He is sharp enough, shrewd enough to think it or note it. He is also enough himself to not care what purpose she has in doing it, and his smirk rises to the top, the slender razored edge of a bronze leaf that will float instead of sink.


Of absent friends, a side note. 


Richard Evelyn Rousseau and Robin Anton Kestrel Melchior Solomon were (are) in many respects opposites and complements. Robin Anton is always in control of himself in a way that is internal, relies on an air of tranquility of unperturbed wryness, while Eve's self-control is often judiciously lowered, for the risk of a thing, for the gamble of the thing, and Eve makes decisions quickly when necessary, driving ever forward, where-as Robin can be quick-witted (Tytalan, of course he can), but without the same ready measure that the Fortunae has. Evelyn has the stars ranged on his side, Robin Anton is a weapon for himself and himself alone. Evelyn is golden and Robin is dark.


They were good friends, but better rivals in many respects, and even better allies. Evelyn is something of a vagabond when he is not heading up some project (equally comfortable alone or with a crowd), one of those who searches out new talent. Evelyn is a teacher. Robin is never a vagabond, and is equally removed from things whether alone or with a crowd, equally entangled too: Robin will get in your head. Robin challenges everything. Evelyn responds.


Rob definitely likes to hear about Eve's luck turning.


He also likes it when Ari's car actually works. So, the edge of a smirk, rising like the razored edge of a bronze leaf that will float instead of sink, and a shadow to it that has nothing to do with real darkness.


"Things are too easy for him; at least you're still around to shake him up... Jove knows Zelda won't, not in any way that might unsettle him."


The beach is not more than ten minutes away, and perhaps they'll spend that time gossiping (as Hermetics - indeed, as any Mages! - will), or simply sharpening their wits once against the other. Robin has a goal this evening; he is patient.


He'll wait to broach that topic until they're on the beach again, by the water, until they've had something to drink and the edges are dulled. Ari is a lot of edges; must come of having a famous Flambeau father, hmm, always having to be ready to carry arms; her mother, too. He's known Ari for a long time. 


He's a lot of edges, too. Different ones, different reason.


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

Robin has known Arianna for a long time, long enough to know the sphere of influence that her parents both inhabit.  Long enough to have seen the shadow of her father's outline darken a doorway, ominous and looming, his resonance displacing whatever warmth might otherwise be taken from the moment: always the swift and righteous retribution; the hand of the order; the Arrow of Artemis. A mantle so heavy it dims even Arianna's light as she stands beside him. He has seen the weight of it upon her shoulders; he has seen the things she does to wrest free of it in his absence.


"I don't unsettle him much... I don't think he minds the jostling."


So this drive is jovial, and filled with lesser gossip all the same. There is room, then, for his questions about the other cabal.  Room, too, for her answers -- which are, to a one, halved and uncommitted things.  There is not the sense of camaraderie between her and Evelyn, nothing that resonates and beats and thrums. He is more committed to his brand of knavery than she is to her own, and unlike Rob they do not connect in this place of Air and Darkness.


In the sweep of Eve's shadow, she is only summered and playful. She is shallowed out to naivete, a clever thing, a shining thing: a set piece.  Not that Arianna outright minds it, but they do not spar as she does with Robin.  He does not pull greatness out of her in fits; he lets it bubble to the surface slowly. He teaches, and uses her advantage to his own gains.  She knows it; she doesn't let on that she cares.


She leaves her shoes in the car, and tucks the essentials into the bodice of her dress -- no pockets on a frilly thing like this but there are items that must not be left behind.  Her keys, then, nestled up against some unmentionable place about her chest -- if it makes Rob blush, then all the better. (There are things about her that Thane will well admire [enjoy]).  Her wand, then, used to indecorously secure the twist of her hair at the back of her head. Sheathed in the most unlikely place.  Having to bear arms doesn't always mean having to elevate them.


If she cannot coax Robin into the water -- and all the gods in all the pantheons will know that she has well and truly tried -- then Ari will stand where her feet sink into the damp sand, and the waves lap at her ankles as they rush in. Pale skin and pale dress and pale eyes ready to greet the rising moonlight, made luminous in them, first star of the evening: Make a Wish, Kestrel (make it a good one).


Robin Anton

Robin leaves his shoes (if he bothered to put any on) in the car, but not so the pale spice of rum, opened in the car but not poured, and it is hot enough that Robin leaves his trousers off too the cotton boxers beneath an easy stand-in for shorts and Robin a secret dancer eh? so there is no awkwardness. An air of serenity, of power in serenity, has its benefits; he is not easily dismayed, only turned ironic, and should he ever think Ari is wondering over his blushes, how he smiles at her; how smug, how self-sufficient, how knowing and noticing and generally insufferable. Once they've walked a ways on the beach and chosen their spot and the coaxing has well and truly failed,


Rob sits himself down on the sand, just some rich kid he could be any rich kid in his mid-twenties couldn't he, settles the rum in a nest of sand and two glasses maybe he's brought two glasses too. He does begin to busily scrunch the sand into a shape, and maybe that's how he has fun when he goes to beaches. Building things. Maybe that's always his first instinct, given some disparate elements, rock and glass and grit and fragmented shells: scoop them together, give them form. Look forward.


He keeps an eye on Arianna; how could he not keep an eye on Arianna, all made dark and bright at the edge of the sea by the moonlight? And he stays beyond the reach of the waves, and bides. 


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

Rob's got something -- she has to hand it to him -- gusto, panache, quevos, one of those words that means some tumbling together of Big Brass Ones and je ne sais quoi, that means the composure to be ineffably calm and centered whilst sitting in the sand, in his boxers, building civilizations under the sweep of his thumb.  She admires it in him, as much as the smugness sometimes grates and is often insufferable, but it is also a steady thing.  Rob and his serenity is steady; stalwart; reliable.


The tide swirls in and all about her ankles.  The tide sways out and leaves the bare.  Arianna watches Rob and Rob watches her and if they were a different sort of friends this could well and truly be a seducation. It is cooler here, with the breeze off the water, but only by a few precious degrees.  Where the salt and sand crusts on her skin in the wake of the water it is cooler.  Some part of her wants to put her head under, to float beneath the waves and swim. But Rob will not come into the water, and Ari will not go so far out to sea as to leave him behind.


They are tethered. Faintly. His shadow and her starlight.  When he looks to her, she has her face turned to greet the breeze and when she looks to him, he is shaping the walls of his sand-keep.  So she stoops low, and the hem of her dress is caught up in the wave water, becomes heavy and transparent, clings to her shins.  She stoops low and picks a scallop shell out of the sand, with its shape impeccable and crossed with coral and white, white so clear that in the moonlight it is the blue of the last stretch of a sunlit sky, way up in the heavens; so faint it goes white again.


She rinses the shell off in in the water, bringing it back to him in the palm of her hand, upturned so that it is like a tiny pool, the littlest scrying bowl, captured tide and seafoam.  She holds it out for his inspection; it is a fond and gentle thing to do.  It is a token between them, wrested from the sea and brought up the shore to his haven safe above the tide-line.


Robin Anton

With the moon full, the tide is violent and dramatic, the churn of foam muddied by darkness a vibrant movement as it slinks up the shore tugs on Ari's dress and calves and knees and maybe occasionally even thighs. The Atlantic is ready always to take people away with it, but especially when the moon is full. This portion of the beach is almost smooth, the stones and shell-pieces which dapple it, are limned as the tide rushes out and moonlight slicks across the wet, are dark drops of radiance.


Rob has made three sand walls, curved as if in guard against the West; that won't help when the tide comes back in up behind them, but he's not there yet. First the West, for reasons symbolic and Saturnine. There's a good word for Rob, sometimes: saturnine. Maybe he's a Capricorn instead of an Aquarius or Gemini. Maybe he's a Virgo. He has the beginnings of a turret but he'd have to get up to get wetter sand to make this proper. The sand he is seated on is damp if you dig deep enough, but only just damp.


He inspects the shell in the palm of her hand with deadpan features, but mellow eyes, and then pours a glass of rum (no pale fire here; there is no light to draw it forth) and offers the glass or the bottle to Ari herself. 


He has buried his toes in the sand, gingerly, almost fastidiously, and sand is scraped up his hairy calves.


"Hmm," he says, as if at some thought he wants her to ask him about. It makes him smile sharp and quick and he rubs his forehead with the palm of his hand, sand dusts off to catch on his nose and chest and he leans back. Waits for her to sit -- or maybe to dance off again. Ari is a sylph, isn't she?


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

Ari is a Scorpio. She is near the cusp of it, where it dances into Sagittarius.  She is a sylph and a satyr both.  She loves the water only almost as much as it loves her. The gauzy fabric of her dress is wrapped around her legs, now, clinging and damp.  It leaves so little to the imagination, being white and wet and clinging so in the moonlight. But her sense of propriety has always been foreign; and they have been friends for a very long time.


Long enough for the mellow tinge to his eyes to read as gentle to her, and long enough for her to mark the retreat of it behind his sharp, quick smile.  She reaches down to take the glass from him, long fingers wrapped around it, no cut crystal here to catch up the moonlight, no promethian echoes.  She smooths a space in the sand beside him with her palm, taking care not to disrupt the building of his keep, and then sits beside him.  The sand clings fast to the places she is wet, and the dry fabric of her dress wicks some of that dampness higher.


"What are you thinking, Kestrel?" she asks.  Taking the bait once she has settled, and once she can rest her elbows on her half-steepled knees. When she can cant her upper body toward him, and tip her head to regard him with seriousness, but a seriousness that is tempered by the honesty of asking. Arianna is more herself in the moonlight; she is warmer and fonder and less caged; she echoes it, and it echoes her.  Just like Robin and his darkness.  "What are you thinking out here in the moonlight?"


The words are cradled by her tongue.  They are shaped and shared and sonorous.  Not whispered, but neither shouted.  Measured.  And while he thinks, or as she falls into his ready trap, either or both, while this happens, she sips at her rum and lets the spices of it trail across her tongue.


Robin Anton

"I am thinking of my cabal," Rob says, easily, but after a little hitch of hesitation. "How Thane would react to a shell cupped with water," and Rob sounds almost fond. There's still the ghost of a smirk because that is how Rob (ah, and what is more serene than moonlight? The Sea of Serenity: even the scientists knew to name that dark waterless sea so) is. "How interesting it is Working with the Mystics, and of course it is interesting to watch Pen with them too."


Guileless, guileless, he sounds so serious: as if he is confessing something to Ari. Maybe he is, in part, for somebody with eyes sharp enough to see through Robin Anton Kestrel Melchior Solomon's façade. The façade goes deep.


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

She only seems to halfway take the bait.


"And how would Thane react, do you think?" she asks, because he has opened this window into the working of the others.  The Others that he left Evelyn and Zelda for; these mystics. Though Ari has less outright disdain for them than many in the Order would.  "Would he wait here on the shore for me to bring him back a basin of moonlight; the small of scrying pools; this perfectly imperfect round?"


She asks, and there is sing-song to it, like the sway of the tides, like it was something less than absolutely serious. But her eyes, man, Ari's eyes can hold the farce there. She is loyal, despite her wishes or inclinations, and she wants for Rob so much more and better than she wants for herself.  She wants this also for Penelope.  She would draw down the moon for them, and pay no mind to how pagan and primal it sounds.


"Was is it like, to work with them, with them and Pen?"


Robin Anton

"No," Rob says, and there is laughter there, wearing out a hollow in the sound. Thane would most assuredly not wait here on the shore for Arianna to bring him back a basin of moonlight. "He would be knee-deep in the surf with you, running around like a golden retriever," and okay, Rob, he sounds a bit scornful; but still - that hint of fondness. "And coming up with power which he might turn into some interesting insight or other. Don't ask me to explain; I don't have that leaning to true whimsy you know."


"But working with them and with Pen..."


"...Hmm. It's like scribing a circle and feeling, in the moment of its scribing, that sense of divine perfection, attainable at last. It's an active feeling though. Nothing's perfect yet, and there are all manner of forces exerting their influence."


"You can imagine, I hope."


Robin Anton

ooc: wait, wait, fixing punctuation. "exerting their influence..."


"...but eh. You can imagine I trust."


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

She likes it when he smiles; it calls something out of her that is similar.  His laughter peals, and the edges of her mouth, the places where her smile curls, this is all that shows above the brim of her cup. This and the laughter that touches her eyes. This and the happiness of being at home in her own skin, at home in the moonlight.


"I should like to meet him, I think," she says. The formality and phrasing is how she hides her uncertainty and curiosity from being too fine-pointed and needling. There is sea salt in her lashes; just at the tips.  Maybe Thane should like to meet her like this too.


"And I think I know that feeling, or that I have approached now and then. You are clever. Kestrel. You speak to me of circles when we are at the west of the ocean; you tie my heart up in your cups and chalices. You think I don't see you; I do.  I do and sometimes I don't even mind."


Robin Anton

[Okay, a Manipulation + Subt is in order.]


Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (1, 1, 3, 5, 5, 7, 10) ( success x 3 ) [Doubling Tens]


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

[Per + empathy, because I suspect you are tricksy, because you are Speaking, and you are Rob.]


Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (4, 6, 6, 8) ( success x 3 )


Robin Anton

[>.>]


Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (2, 3, 5, 6, 9, 10, 10) ( success x 6 ) [Doubling Tens]


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

[I almost had you....this going to be painful]


Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (2, 5, 6, 8) ( success x 2 )


Robin Anton

Robin takes another swallow of sweet spiced rum. Perhaps he'll drink enough to become tipsy, but Robin knows his limits; he rarely goes beyond them, and if he tests them, he tests them when it would be most advantageous to him to do so. Robin has learned his lessons well enough. He's still learning. They're all still learning, all potential.


"Of course I speak to you in circles. I am a Magician," Rob says, with another sharp smile; he leans forward, and perhaps he has gone more mellow. Hitch, hesitate. And: "I speak in circles and I know the providence of the every element and can name you any star you please. Arianna, I know you see me."


"I like it when you do," He has a sure, strong voice; he is very lordly, Rob, very confident in who and what he is. He places his glass of rum back down (or the bottle), and goes to his knees, beginning to scoop sand again. Make towers, idly. There's something very satisfying about digging and building. Something serene.


"I like to think I see you, too," a quick look at her. Thick lashes, dark eyes, serious face; his nose looks as though it has been broken once. It has. "Do you think we are stronger for the multitude of Houses in our Order; do you think Ex Misk should be 'disbanded'?"


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

"I think the Order cannot stand to lose its fellows in the wake of Doissetep," she says. She watches the walls that he builds with a certain sort of sadness that is reserved for moments when she is well and truly guarded; when she is not laid bare before the sea. This is the sort of sadness that catches in the throat; finds its echoes in its audience. It is a deep thing; deeper than his darkness; deeper than his serenity.  But this sadness is not for Rob, only for the things that his Word has touched upon, his Word and his building and his damn serenity.


Ari turns her face away from him; chin up; eyes closed and face raised to greet the moonlight.  It washes over the salt cresting in her lashes.  It smooths away the things he might have seen.  He likes to think he sees her too; Rob probably does, better than the rest of them.  Or sees her more completely in her context.  He has the mind for it; the associations.


Robin Anton

[???? WP, too, because Rob is a Tytalan, damn it. He will totally See Ari.]


Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 3, 3, 6, 9) ( success x 3 ) [WP]


Arianna Fioretta Giametti

[Manip + subterfuge, but not specialty, because not really being cunning... but not really being forthcoming either.  and, because, damn, making things easy on Rob is a no-no. Tytalans like doing things the hard way. but, you know, like honest and connecting scene... and syll may ignore this roll later... but it's 11pm and words are hard and syll is sleepy]


Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (2, 3, 7, 8, 8, 8, 9) ( success x 5 )